Talk About Feeling Sorry for Yourself 谈论自怜

当疾病吞噬着你，让你连最简单的事都无法做到，你会自哀自怜吗？

"I feel around my body, I move my fingers and my hands-whatever I can still moveand I mourn what I've lost. I mourn the slow, insidious way in which I'm dying. But then I stop mourning."
"I give myself a good cry if I need it. But then I concentrate on all the good things still in my life. On the people who are coming to see me. On the stories I'm going to hear."
“我触摸自己的身体，移动手和手指——一切还能动弹的部位——然后为自己失去的感到悲哀。我悲哀这种缓慢、不知不觉的死法，但随后我便停止了哀叹。”
“需要的时候我就大哭一场。但随后我就去想生活中仍很美好的东西，想那些要来看我的人，想就要听到的趣事。”

"I don't allow myself any more self-pity than that. A little each morning, a few tears, and that's all."
"It's horrible to watch my body slowly wilt away to nothing. But it's also wonderful because of all the time I get to say goodbye."
“我不让自己有更多的自哀自怜。每天早上就一小会儿，掉几滴眼泪，就完了。”
“看着自己的躯体慢慢地萎谢的确很可怕，但它也有幸运的一面，因为我可以有时间跟人说再见。”

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