to please God：为取悦上帝。
Was this what God wanted me to do with my life? I felt afraid,thinking that I might not be able to say "no" to St.John. "St.John,don't choose me!"I cried. But I knew that St.John would not understand my feelings. If he thought God was telling him to do something,he always did it,no matter how bad it was. "God wants you to be a missionary's wife--my wife,"he continued. "Trust in Him,Jane.Marry me,to please God." "St.John,I can't do that. I can't marry you and go to India. I'm not strong enough." I said desperately. "I know how hard you can work,Jane. You can help me with the India women,and teach English to many students."