简爱
"Well,sometimes I wanted to shoot myself,but in the end I decided to bring Bertha to live at Thornfield Hall. She has lived here ever since. No one in this house knows the whole truth about her although Mrs.Fairfax knows she is here. But although I pay Grace Poole a lot of money to watch her,Bertha is still clever. She has escaped from her room at night,as you know. The first time,she tried to kill me in a fire. The second time,she visited you in your room. She must have wanted to know who you were. She must have remembered her own wedding day when she saw your dress." "And what did you do,sir,after you had brought her here?" "I traveled all over Europe,Jane. I was looking for a good and wonderful woman to love" "But you couldn't marry,sir,"I said.