jealous adj. 妒忌的，羡慕的，嫉妒的
The old house had never seen so much life and activity during the days of the party. Everyday Mr.Rochester and his guests rode horses,and walked in the beautiful gardens. He and Miss Ingram were together every day. I watched them closely. The way they acted made me believe that Mr.Rochester would soon marry her. But I did not feel jealous,because I knew he did not love her. She had tried to make him love her,but he had not given her his heart. I saw Miss Ingram's faults very clearly. She was intelligent,but had no thoughts of her own. She was beautiful,but unkind. She could never be a loving wife and mother. Mr.Rochester knew all of these things,but he would marry her anyway. But I did not know why. One day when Mr.Rochester was away,a stranger came to the house. His name was Mason,and he told us that he was an old friend of Mr.Rochester's. He had just returned from the islands of the West Indies,where Mr.Rochester had once lived.