'By experience,' says Roger Ascham, 'we find out a short way by a long wandering.' Not seldom that long wandering unfits us for further travel, and of what use is our experience to us then? Tess Durbeyfield's experience was of this incapacitating kind. At last she had learned what to do; but who would now accept her doing?If before going to the d'Urbervilles' she had vigorously moved under the guidance of sundry gnomic texts and phrases known to her and to the world in general, no doubt she would never have been imposed on. But it had not been in Tess's power - nor is it in anybody's power - to feel the whole truth of golden opinions while it is possible to profit by them. She - and how many more - might have ironically said to God with Saint Augustine: 'Thou hast counselled a better course than Thou hast permitted.'
“依靠经验，”罗杰·阿斯坎说，“我们要经过漫长的游荡才能找到一条捷径。”①漫长的游荡不适合我们继续往前走，这并不少见，那么我们这种经验对我们又有什么用处呢？苔丝·德北菲尔德的经验就是毫无用处的那一种。后来她学会了去作什么，可是现在又会有谁接受呢？要是苔丝还没有去德贝维尔家以前，就努力按照她自己和一般人所知道的各种各样的警句格言前进的话，她肯定是不会上当受骗的。可是，对于这些金玉良言，在它们大有益处的时候，苔丝没有能力、其他的人也没有能力领会其中的全部道理。苔丝，还有许许多多别的人，可能会用圣奥古斯丁的话讥讽上帝：“你提出的是一条很好的路，但不是一条让人走的路。”② 

She remained in her father's house during the winter months, plucking fowls, or cramming turkeys and geese, or making clothes for her sisters and brothers out of some finery which d'Urberville had given her, and she had put by with contempt. Apply to him she would not. But she would often clasp her hands behind her head and muse when she was supposed to be working hard.
在冬季的几个月里，她一直留在父亲的家里，或者拔鸡毛，或者给火鸡和鹅的肚子里装填料，或者把以前鄙夷地扔在一边的德贝维尔送给她的一些漂亮服装拿出来，改成她的弟弟妹妹们穿的衣服。她不会写信给他，要他帮助。但是，在别人以为她用劲干活的时候，她却经常把两手抱在脑后，在那儿想心思。

She philosophically noted dates as they came past in the revolution of the year; the disastrous night of her undoing at Trantridge with its dark background of The Chase; also the dates of the baby's birth and death; also her own birthday; and every other day individualized by incidents in which she had taken some share. She suddenly thought one afternoon, when looking in the glass at her fairness, that there was yet another date, of greater importance to her than those; that of her own death, when all these charms would have disappeared; a day which lay sly and unseen among all the other days of the year, giving no sign or sound when she annually passed over it; but not the less surely there. When was it? Why did she not feel the chill of each yearly encounter with such a cold relation? She had Jeremy Taylor's thought that some time in the future those who had known her would say: 'It is the - th, the day that poor Tess Durbeyfield died'; and there would be nothing singular to their minds in the statement. Of that day, doomed to be her terminus in time through all the ages, she did not know the place in month, week, season, or year.
她用一个哲学家的思想去回忆一年中从头到尾的日子；她回想起在特兰里奇的猎苑的黑暗背景中，毁了她的那个不幸的夜晚；回想起她的孩子出生和死去的日子；也回想起自己降生为人的那一天；还回想起那些因为与她有关的事件而变得特别的日子。有一天下午，她在对着镜子观看自己的美貌的时候，突然想到还有另外一个日子，对她来说比其它的日子更为重要；那就是她自己死去的日子，那个时候，她所有的美貌就要化为乌有了；这一天悄悄地躲在一年的所有日子里，谁也看不见它，她每一年都要遇见它一次，但它却不露痕迹，一声不响；但是这一天又肯定不会不在这一年里。这个日子是哪一天呢？为什么她每一年都要遇到的与她相关的那个冷酷日子，她却没有感觉到它的冷意呢？她的思想和杰里米·泰勒的思想是一样的，就是认识她的人在将来某个时候会说：“就是在——在今天，可怜的苔丝死了。”他们在说这话的时候，心里也不会想到有什么特别之处。但是在岁月的长河中要注定成为她的人生终点的那一天，她却不知道它究竟在哪一个月，在哪一个星期，在哪一个季节，在哪一年。

①罗杰·阿斯坎（Roger Ascham，1515-1568），英国散文家，曾做过英女王伊丽莎白的老师，上文引自所着《论教师》（The Scholermaster，1570）。

②圣奥古斯丁（Saint Augustine，354-430），曾为希波主教，主要作品为《上帝城》和《忏悔录》，是马丁·路德和喀尔文教的思想先驱。