概述：

我很讨厌她一看到那个黑人就锁上车门的举动。不知他是否注意到了我们这一举动。

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My friend automatically locked the doors. I am disgusted she saw the man as a reminder to lock her doors. I wonder if he noticed us doing so. I wonder how it feels when people lock their doors at the sight of you. I imagine another confrontation in front of my apartment. I have my gun when a man asks for money. I am angry and scared, but I do not use the gun. I fear what may happen if I don't use it, but am more afraid of killing another human being, more afraid of trying to live with the guilt of murdering another person.
我的朋友便不由自主地锁上了车门。 我很讨厌她一看到那个黑人就锁上车门的举动。不知他是否注意到了我们这一举动。不知当别人一看到你就锁上车门，那会是一种什么样的感觉。 我又设想另外一种在我的公寓前遭遇歹徒的情景。当一个人向我要钱时我正带着枪。我很生气又很害怕，但我没有用枪。我害怕在我不使用枪的情况下可能发生的事情，但我更害怕杀死别人，害怕在因为杀了人而使良心遭受的无尽谴责中活着。