I am frightened I will scare him and he will shoot, or I will give him my money and he will still shoot. I am also angry because someone I've never met and never hurt is pointing a gun at me.
Something makes me uncomfortable about this imagined robbery, something I don't want to admit, something I almost intentionally omitted because I am ashamed.
I understand why I imagined being robbed by a man: They're physically more dominating and I've never heard of anyone being robbed by a female.
But why is he a black man?