So how is the new Rae thing going?
I don't think everyone ready for the new Rae.
Well, they'd better start getting ready. So how you coping with your mum being away? The first time on your own since the night you came in, right?
Yeah, but that was only bad because there was no one to stop me sinking.
What started you sinking?
I was just alone and... miserable. It's just random bad thoughts, isn't it?
No. Behaviour... it's not chaotic. Being on your own was just a trigger. What we need to figure out is why you don't like yourself. We start to dig deeper looking at things in your past seeing how you make sense of them, things about you might not think for years. You said being honest made you feel better. This is about being really honest. Painfully so. About being honest with yourself.