What is that one secret that you can never share with anyone?
The secret is that my mother had been harassed mentally and physically continuously by my father for the past 20 years.
I belong to a sexist family in which females are taken for granted.
Whenever my father hurt my mother I use to beg for mercy and also I use to get really scared and cry a lot but all in vain.
There were times I pray about someone at-least one person coming for our rescue.
A god or an angel or a relative or a family friend.
But there was none perhaps angels exists in fiction only.
On 2012 at the age of 20 years I decided that this is it and I should take charge and act on it.
I confronted my father, told him to stop when he didn't I did became violent in-order to convince him I am very serious about my mother's protection ...he backed away.
Now it's about 4th year in running and he have never dared to think of hurting my mother in any way.
I learned two things.
1. Acting on something is way better than thinking about it (always).
2. The greatest gift a father can give to his child is to love his mother.
I also took a pledge for my inner peace to never hurt any female under any given circumstances.
I never thought that I would ever say this, especially on such a platform.
I suffer from an Inferiority Complex.
When I see people better than me in any field, I feel a bit humiliated, subdued and intimidated, I die a bit inside.
No matter how much I pretend to be confident, there is always this little voice nagging and pulling me down, telling me inferior to others. This little insecurity pulls me down in every field I do, be it talking to people, or studying.
May be, I overreact, but I can't talk about it.