概述：

我想象的这起抢劫中有某种令我不安的东西，这是我不愿承认的东西，这是因为羞愧而被我有意略去的东西。。。

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I am frightened I will scare him and he will shoot, or I will give him my money and he will still shoot. I am also angry because someone I've never met and never hurt is pointing a gun at me. Something makes me uncomfortable about this imagined robbery, something I don't want to admit, something I almost intentionally omitted because I am ashamed. I understand why I imagined being robbed by a man: They're physically more dominating and I've never heard of anyone being robbed by a female. But why is he a black man?
我害怕我会吓着他，致使他朝我开枪，我还担心我把钱给他以后，他仍然会朝我开枪。我同样也很生气，因为一个我从未见过、也从未伤害过的人在用枪指着我。 我想象的这起抢劫中有某种令我不安的东西，这是我不愿承认的东西，这是因为羞愧而被我有意略去的东西。 我明白我为什么会想象自己遭到一个男子的抢劫：他们在身体上占有优势，而且我也从没听说有谁遭到过一个女人的抢劫。 但为什么这个人是个黑人呢?