I've been living in denial, Tix. About being better, about me and Finn. About
I'm a mess. I miss her.
Yeah. Me, too.
Then why aren't you more upset? You don't even seem upset.
I'm devastated, Rae.
I'm sorry I didn't go to the funeral. I just... I couldn't.
It's only a funeral.
You know she wouldn't have cared. But funerals do have their purpose.They're places where we get to say goodbye.
Bye, Tix. Dear Diary, there are two things you should know about me. I'm still fat. And I'm still mad.