I was 14 when I had my first boyfriend.
I had a crush on him first and he happened to know that at one point so we went to a carnival
together during the town fiesta.
He talked the whole night about anything and almost everything that he could think of.
It was a quick action yet he asked me the second night if I could be his girl.
At a young age, so innocent and not understanding what love really is, I was hesitant
and said no.
He was persistent
telling me that my mom wont know and we will be far from each other anyway.
So before we parted, I said yes. I enjoyed every journey of our relationship but sadly it ended before we can even reach our first year anniversary.
After that, it seemed like the search for that someone never ended.
I don't know what was missing or what was I exactly looking for.
It was 2010 when I had the opportunity to work in Singapore as a patient care assistant though I'm a nurse by profession.
My life there were not just about work because I was able to experience and receive the tangible presence of Nature most of my days as well.
What I realized is that all this time, Nature is the only One who can fill this emptiness inside me.
You are worthy. You are loved. You have an inner joy and peace.
Just open your heart and receive the voices of nature. She is kind to the broken-hearted.
Nature is our ONE TRUE LOVE. Choose to love Her first before you love others. :)