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I've been to a place this dark once before. Nearly made the biggest mistake. But what was the mistake? Ever cutting myself in the first place or not cutting deep enough? Dear Mum... I am so sorry. I'm so sorry that I fucked everything up. It's not your fault. I'm not hungry. For the first time in months, I don't care about food. I don't care about filling the gap by eating, or by hurting myself a little. The gap's too wide now. I tired so hard to be someone everybody could like. But no matter how hard I try, I'll always be the same, ridiculous, pointless blob. I'll always hurt people. And I'll always let people down. I'm so sorry, Mum. I just hate myself so much more than I could ever love anything. And I guess I did achieve one thing. I wrote the most boring suicide note in the history of the world.

我的生活曾一度暗无天日。我几近犯下最大的错误。但那是什么的错误呢？是第一时间想到割腕，还是割腕割的不够深。亲爱的妈妈，十分抱歉。十分抱歉我把所有的事情搞砸了。这不是你的错。我不饿。前几个月我完全不在意实物。我不在意是用大吃还是伤害自己来填补与别人的差距。现在 差距如此大。我那么努力去做一个大家都喜欢的人。但无论我多么努力，我依旧还是那个滑稽，无足轻重的人。我总是伤害别人。总是让别人失望。对不起妈妈。我多么恨自己，恨到无法爱上任何东西。我猜我做成功的唯一一件事，是写下了史上最无聊的自杀遗言。

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